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So my birthday was saturday. Yay me. I am now the solid: 19. I say 19 is solid for many reasons. As a 19 year old, youre still a "teen"and you still get the perks teenagers do for when you mess up its not looked as bad because youre not yet socially known as an adult. Say youre talking to someone and ask, "how old are you", and they respond "19" youre like "oh cool!" but if someone responds "20" youre like oh my god...... woah youre a mature adult. 20 just has a scarier ring to it. Like there is automatically so much more responsibility placed on you since the number of your age doesnt end in "teen". My whole life I honestly only wanted to be 16. Because 16 is the most solid teenager age. Youre a "teenager" like bratty, superficial teenager at 16 and life revolves around you. No worries at 16. Probably my all time favorite age since my whole middle school/preteen existence I just longed to be 16. Another age I wanted to be was 18. I honestly really loved being 18 overall. 19 is weird and awkward because youre not yet 21 and youre no longer 18. So it just is a waiting period. I honestly dont know how I feel about this 19 year old age. I'm still as stressed out as I was at 18. I still look the same. Growing up is a terrible terrible thing.