Ready for the Holidays

I am so ready for it to be the holidays already. I could probably do without Thanksgiving, but I would love for it to be Christmas already. I have been so stressed lately, especially with all of these classes and other things that have been on my mind. With where I am going to live next year or if I want to come back to Texas State next year or others things like that, I have been completely stressed. And people try to talk to me about it and sort of tell me what I am and what I'm not going to do and I'm just like guys hello this is my life no one else's so I should be the ones to make the decisions about it. I have been recently thinking about transferring to another school next year, and it's not like Texas State isn't bad or anything I am just not sure if it is the place for me. I don't really feel like this is a home for me, maybe I am just in a semester funk I don't know but I'm not really feeling it here at Texas State. My roommate wants me to be in a sorority like she is in so that maybe if I feel apart of something I will want to stay. Part of me is like heck yeah I'll be in one and then another part of me is like umm I don't think I would fit in too well in a sorority. It is all just so complicated, and even if I feel like I want to transfer, I know my mom probably won't let me even if it's my schooling and should be mostly my decision. But who knows how I will feel after the holidays.