breakdown

Ahhh, where do I even start. So sunnday night I had a mental breakdwn around 11:00PM and starting crying and crying cause I was not ready for the week and just missed home. I did not know what to do so I called my mom and told her she needed to come and get me cause I was ready to drop out. She laughed and told me evrything was going to be fine that I would get used to it. Still, I didn't think I was going to be okay. I had tons of homework and two test to study for. I did get through the night but I cried myself to sleep and woke up Monday perfectly fine. I guess it really never hit me right away that I am actually in college and no longer at home until now. The rest of the week has been fine I am just ready for Friday to come because I get to go home, I honestly don't care if there is a home came either, I just miss my big bed and family :)