my first few weeks at Texas State

My few weeks here at Texas State have been… eventful.  Between my brother dying, and massive change in course of life and burden onto me have molded a new Trent Oatman. I’m more scared by the world now its just a lot harder to talk to all of these new then I thought it would be. I just need to think about this dialogue with life and flirtation with death.  Its hard to mimic the icon of hope of a false smile and a good positive attitude \about this place.