I despise Math in EVERY way

I realized in high school that math is not my subject and college has not changed my feelings towards it at all. I absolutely hate it. I think college algebra has actually multiplied my hatred by one million. I feel so behind in that class because during notes it seems like everyone else understands everything but me. I have at test today and I'm terrified. I spent five hours, yes, FIVE hours, studying with the help of a really nice girl from the Gamma Sigma Sigma sorority. She has to be the most patient person on Earth to work with me for that long and I'm really appreciative of her for that. The sad thing is, I'm still extremely worried about the test today and still feel lost in some areas. I'm just hoping for a passing grade, not only on this first test, but in this class. This has to be my most difficult class this semester, but luckily, the last math class I will ever have to take. Some way, some how, I will get through this semester with a passing grade in college algebra. I'm determined.