This week I’m writing a more serious topic. A friend of my
over dosed on pain medication in a suicide attempt Monday. I honestly don’t know
what to tell her, she gone completely over board. When I had to rush her to the
hospital I had both thoughts of scared for her and thoughts of anger towards
her. Why would you go and do something like this to not only me but to everyone
else that loves and cares for you, your just being selfish. Then the other part
of me was more along the lines is she going to be okay and rushing and speeding
her to the hospital. I really don’t know what to do, because I don’t want
people in my life who go and waste away their life and leave everyone to think about
happened. Although at the same time I care about her so much she’s been a big
part of my life as we date for 4 years and I don’t want to just throw her away
like that. She is going away to rehab for a while so I have time to think about
what I want to do but still a matter in this seriousness is so hard to choose
and I don’t want to regret me decision once it is made.
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